poetry


  • Are you happy?

    Are you happy?

    I mean, mask off, are you really happy? I don’t feel okay It’s different this time It’s 3am and my thoughts racing  Guilt as my shadow I’m pacing the floor Writing on the bathroom mirror again Blade pressed to my skin Ruminating thoughts  So heavy so sped up But it feels like I’m floating  They just won’t Read more

  • Is it too Late?

    Is it too Late?

    Listen now Silence thoughts Forget what you will say next Hear her She’s telling you  She always has With every move she makes With every word she doesn’t speak  Hear her now Before it’s too late.  -scob Read more

  • Your Beautiful Mind

    Your Beautiful Mind

    When you feel that emptiness When you feel all alone  The weight heavy  Everything just wrong  When you have stopped being kind to you THIS is when you must know… Your beautiful mind is lying to you  -scob Read more

  • The Shards of Love

    The Shards of Love

    They broke your heart  Smashed it to smithereens   Wondering why You watched helpless without screaming a word They cut you so clean You didn’t realize you were bleeding until after they were gone Piece by piece Slice by slice Love isn’t fair And they don’t care Hands stained red as you pick up the Read more

  • Off his meds again…

    Off his meds again…

    But why? He was doing so well… He never wanted this Mind murky  Never trusting Thoughts unsettled  Reluctant he picked his poison  To free him from his pain Wanting better For those around him Those like you Clouds of the mind disappeared    Feeling so powerful Seeing so clear He would sleep now He was Read more

  • Run

    Run

    Where is the place you scream Where do you let it all out Is it where you hide your flaws Tears run down your face As you scream into the wall legs weak body warm Everything melting You want to run But don’t know where – scob Read more

thoughts of scob

a deep diary of raw thoughts on being hurt, broken, angry, depressed, anxious, bipolar, and scared shitless… with a breath of hope, equanimity, love, kindness, humor, and excitement.

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