poetry


  • Still Searching

    Still Searching

    Searching for feeling Grasping for meaning Protecting the pain Praying for rain Im weary now Help me let go -scob Read more

  • Honey Bee

    Honey Bee

    Lies drip from your warm mouthSlow like honeyTeeth stained from deceitYet you smile with ease Grab me with those eyesBelieve you are giving nothing awayLocking me in and upMaking sure I swallow every drop Remove your sting honey beeBe cruel to be kindBut you won’tBecause that means losing you in me @thoughtsofscob Read more

  • anxiety

    anxiety

    I don’t fear  what’s already here.  I only fear what may come.  -anxiety Read more

  • truthfully fragile

    truthfully fragile

    Truth is I feel so fragileI find ways to avoid feeling happy because I know so well the crippling feeling when it endsIt becomes harder each time to pull myself up from the floorSo instead I choose to control my unhappinessLooking for the flaws in peopleDetecting the holes in their wordsI seek safety in miseryI’m sorry Read more

  • do you still ache…

    do you still ache…

    I’m a man so gentle I’m soft where others are hard I give where others take I’m a place you can safely land But please don’t wrong me Please don’t For it’s then I become no gentle man  I will tear you down My tongue destroying you Over and over again Until you feel my Read more

  • together

    together

    Oh it’s not where you go You can brag all you like But deep down you know It’s who comes with you I’ve laughed places with you Where I’ve cried with others  -scob Read more

thoughts of scob

a deep diary of raw thoughts on being hurt, broken, angry, depressed, anxious, bipolar, and scared shitless… with a breath of hope, equanimity, love, kindness, humor, and excitement.

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